Friday, 2 october 2009

I wanted to called sumone. And i called him. This guy love me since year 2007 till now. However, he already noe tat i have a boyfriend, he did not care but he understand. We had a long talk bout our days. It was so funny and hilarious. we talk from 11pm to 12am. Wah!! tats is damn long. But then, after we have fun talking, he said sumting tat touches maii heart. Its the first time a guy said sumting to me. here's the story...

Him: you and ur BF still together rite?

Miie: yah.How did you know?

Him: My brother tell me.

Well, his brother like me two. he is the same age as miie. he knows it.

Miie: Ouh...hahax. Well, we are still together but he now won't even called or msg miie. only when he need sumting or i msg him first then he will. Its always i'm the wan who will do it.

Him: Ouh. wow! tat guy uh..Really gets on my nerves

Miie: why?

Him: Because, i pity you. And he gets into trouble before.If anythings happens to you, he will get it. even my bro say it.

Miie: wow.. you guys are like my guardian angel.

Wah.When he said tat, I was like 0.0 i did not say a word. he did tell me what trouble he get into. And he even say tat he don't want me to get hurt by him or for his trouble..Man i'm soO touched.
I can't believe it. People like my BF could actually do such a thing. So i said to him tat i don't believe it. Can i ask him. And he say tat i may ask him. But i don't have the strength to ask him. He was serious from the tone of his voice. I was sadded after hearing all this. I almost cry so i change the topic where by its not regarding bout my BF. I wanted to make it a funny topic where we can laugh, but i couldn't. He said tat after wat he had told me, i should not fight or break up with him. So how am I supposed to make it to a funny topic. Then, here comes another sentence that was kept in my mind till now,
----->this is wat he said: I know u are sad. don't need to change the topic. Jus tell me k.
Then i did not admit it. Untill he said something which i forgot tat makes me cry. He then knew tat i was crying i do not know how he knows it. He keep trying to make me stop crying but i just couldn't. Then he said tat if i were to cry infront of him, he will hug me. He keep talking to me but i never talk bout ONE sentence at all. i just keep quiet crying. In the end, we decided to put down the phone. So we put down and never msg each other. I was sad of my BF and the talk of his.. If you listen, i think you might cry too. I donnoe if you read and understand wat i am saying but hopefully you guys know how i felt. [[i tried to forget wat my BF do but i can't till now. Hopefully, i will forget it]]Now, I donnoe how am i going to face him.